Forgive To Live - Let's Love the Hurt of of the Bully or Whoever's Hurting

The Salt n' Sweet of Autism - A Life Changed to Inspire



Circle of Unity (The Salt and the Sweet)



Autism is salt and sweet, like my favorite kettle corn, popcorn. And yes it's (Autism’s) pain I've tasted but oh, I commit to it's sweetness that seduces me to remain true, more to it’s sweetness and to its salt, I owe my lessons learned and made better for it. It's to this cause and my daughter, Aja, that I owe my loyalty. Never will I halt my quest to create a Circle of Unity for Autism. I know with God, the final battle will be won with love, Unity and positivity. So let me give of my time, my life’s lessons learned in servitude as I feel I am being guided, never will I leave those that have and will have confided. So to my new friends and older ones know I am true to the salt and the sweet of Autism, it is to this I am tried, true and ready to do what I can for the future of man and woman. So will you join me, in making a Circle of Unity because it’s not just for me it’s for the sweet and salt of Autism and the future of our children, so please walk with me. Walk with me, so we can create a Circle of Unity, Open to you and me and creating great friendships along the way. Come what may, we will find a cause, and if there’s a cure to be found, let us not forget, there’s a will there's a way.





Ginaration © and Tweet4autism ©


FORGIVE AND LOVE TO LIVE

FORGIVE AND LOVE TO LIVE You know, while I have been on this journey of re-learning, so to speak, I have found that somehow, the answers that one seeks, come along as they may, at their own will, rather if i must say, at the Universe's will. The main lesson that I can write to you is that one must remember to be quiet enough to hear the answer when it does come. Either way, fighting and struggling to get the answers most often isn't the best way. Being still usually is. I am not saying give up but rather wait in a way that is known that you need answers, but step back and humbly seek them, with you passion kindling beneath the surface (so that you don't miss something either way). I guess I'm trying to say while being quiet, you can still be vigilant. The key is to stay calm while doing so. The answers you seek will come at the darnedest of times and it's especially true what they say, answers come when they are least expected, when you are in a state of clear minded focus, but not placing too much pressure on what it is you are seeking. During this period of yes, you may be filled with sheer plain human anxieties and stress-not wanting to wait, again be still. Most of the time, I have found, they come from those who really love and care for you. I just needed to take the time to listen, be still and figure out where to find the answers. This time, it was my daughter, again. I have been having the hardest trouble with figuring out how to approach http://www.tweet4autism.com/. I always seemed to come up with these grandiose ideas, even one with a trip to Las Vegas for ten winners! Crazy and too much. Like if I could, how would I have enough staff to handle such a venture! Where I used to work in the entertainment industry (for almost thirty years), the task would have been was easier - I don't work there or anywhere, anymore. That's another story. Funny, by being still, I'm also finding that my writing and creative talents are coming back, part of the of the dreams I had in childhood - one was to be a writer. Anyway, back to the subect at hand, I'm only one person, trying to figure out my message across or several messages (with me, ideas come in droves) but I really just needed less confusion and one basic message that would tell people that I'm on a journey but this one was about advocating for my daughter withing this journey for myself, rekindling my spirit as well. I believe the answers were there, already waiting on me but like I said, I wasn't being still and although my guide is walking in love, to a certain extent (and here comes the honesty), I was thinking that I could do everthing, quickly. I think it's just we'd been through so much as well, that I sometimes got confused as well as even angry at times remembering the things that we done to my family. It made me lose time. Time lost can energy gained to catch up and try to do what you can with the love inside and the skills and knowledge gained along the way. I knew I wanted things to change for others and I want people to learn from what my family had been through. I'll get into that later. For now, my view of autism and bullying, in a world filled with others that are fighting to do the get their messages across, I wanted to get a good message that was as sincere and honest as one could be. I wanted to encompass that yes, while I am seeking being true to me which I have learned it will make me a better me, I also wanted to be that mom, that activist and advocate (justice for all). I had been sending my ideas to various people and I hope they don't think I'm crazy, because I am (not) with all of the over-the-top, over-cooked and not well thought out ideas until one day I just said, I'm tired. In as much as I want to make sure my legacy is clear, I was exhausted. Finally, I had to breathe. I did and sure enough, the answer came running up the stairs one day in the form of this beautiful person, my daughter. Yes, a few weeks ago, my daughter comes running up the stairs saying, mom, I hope you are sitting down, if not, you need to. I was all excited to hear her news and it was big. She said, mom, I saw so and so, the girl who bullied me in the sixth grade. In my prior story, I spoke of the girl who bullied my daughter or who was the main bully in her sixth grade graduating year. She said, but guess what mom, the girl said my name isn't let's call her L., she said her name is Rebecca and this Rebecca person said she didn't bully Aja (my daughter) but that she was her couisin. Aja, who doesn't forget a face, especially not the girl who'd bullied her for an entire year and brought along most of the sixth grade with her while she did her reign of terrorizing, couldn't believe that it wasn't L, the bully. Aja told me she told Rebecca who we will find out a week later that she really was her bully(really L). about the story of how her life was made into a living daily nightmare. Well, "Rebecca" really the bully, listened to Aja's story intently and my daughter said that Rebecca went to all of her friends standing nearby and told them the story. Aja walked away but since she also has a pair of the most fantastic ears ever (I think she can hear as well as Rocket, our dog). Aja told of how scared she was inside, how she cried many nights and how she wished that she didn't have to go to school with her. She said thankfully, my mom took me out of school and I spent the entire rest of the semester with my mom at home. Anyway, Aja said she could of sworn it was her bully, L but she said oh well, I guess it was her cousin, and we both were tired so we went to sleep. However, in the back of my mind, I wanted to call her school, where this meeting took place. I also wondered what in the world my daughter's bully would be going to the same school as Aja. It slipped my mind and I guess that's the way the Universe wanted it. At the time, my daughter said she really hoped it was L. Her heart was beating so hard, she said but she also said, she wasn't scared this time. She said if it had been L,her bully, she would have been the same, passionate way. I told her don't worry honey, I'm right here and I hugged her and she said she was fine. I was going to call the school the next day, but like I said the all in due time... A week later, Aja comes bounding up the stairs again as if I were seeing a re-run of the week before. She makes me laugh when she does this because it's like my seventeen year old back in third grade. I can hear and literally feel the joy in her voice because she's trying to talk so fast and run at the same time that the words barely come out! I feel so much love (yeah, I know, it's a mom thing) - okay, moving right along here. This time though, she said she was much more animated, much more excited. I said Aja, what's going on and she proceeded to tell me that that the girl that she said was her bully, actually was! The girl who said she was Rebecca lied. The supposed "cousin" was really L, the bully! I almost choked on the soda I was drinking! Aja just believed her because her hair was changed and she hadn't seen her in years, aside being in her nightmares. At school that day, L, "cousin Rebecca" really her bully, L. asked to see Aja. She pulled her to the side and told her that she felt so bad, she said that what she did her was the stupidest thing she ever did. L began to cry and Aja couldn't think of anything to do but to reach out and hug her. It's very interesting this time because Aja was not the least bit scared. She had been, but not anymore. Perhpas my daughter's gained education, self-esteem and teaching about forgiveness and love at home had paid off. I inquired, "Aja, you didn't ask her why she picked on you?" She said no mom, I don't care anymore. Aja said, mom, I forgave her and told her okay, so now that this is finally over, can we be friends? Aja told me that L looked at her face and since she stopped crying, she thought that that question was appropriate. I cried because I knew that Aja was on her way to being healed and she is growing up when she said those words. I think my hand was shaking by the time she finished. I'm telling you, the tears were welling up in my eyes. I'm such a cry baby! You see, Aja, being autistic, is beginning to recognize the little nuances that say I get the social cues that are so hard sometimes for autistics to comprehend/understand as we say "neaurotypicals" do. Autistics have a harder time with things "emotions" like what to do next if someone is crying like her bully was and reading the expression on her face. And rather than just understanding, she is "feeling" the feelings that others feel. She said, mom, I felt bad for her but at the same time, I felt myself get all warm inside. I just felt like I needed to hug her. This was so huge! Aja had just turned seventeen this month as well. I'm ecstatic. Not a few months prior, her social worker said, she has the mind of an eight year old. I couldn't believe she said that! I knew she was wrong and so did everyone else. That social worker is no longer at the school anyway because the school requested her not to be there, I found out later. There's a back story to this, I'll explain later. We need better social workers and I knew that Aja was way ahead of what that comment said of her. Guess that's one reason why she no longer works at the school. They felt the same way. Not only has Aja made one friend, she'd made two and also felt and could articulate feelings, not just acting things out. Yes, she felt awkward, but she also knew instinctively what to do. This tells me that my Aja is not only growing up but my one on one teaching is paying off. Aja made a friend the during the first week of February, during her birthday month and then she forgave an enemy, and made a new friend as well. I am in awe of her! I learned so many lessons these past few weeks. First, that spending the time with my daughter has paid off in ways that only a mother with a daughter who has autism or another "doability" could understand. She has begun to see and "feel" things although I knew she could always feel things, she couldn't articulate them. She can now. She can also "see" what feelings mean to others, which is a difficult nuance of social behaviour for an autistic person to act out and/or speak of. After seven years of my daughter always speakingg of "being scared" to see her bully if she ever saw her, she wasn't. Aja also said she said she never wanted to see L in her life again. However, I taught my daughter what forgiveness means as well as what a 'gut' feeling feels like. Actually, I believe she has seen me forgive so many times and then talk about it, that she is grasping it. One can not teach a child without actually doing that action or seeing the action take place, so imagine how hard it must be for a person that has autism to grasp "feelings". Another lesson, actions speak volumes louder than words! I also talk about love because I tell her daily that I love her. I do not forget. I believe that day that the day that she spoke to her bully, both love and forgiveness were present. Needless to say, I'm grateful that she is growing up and that I am not as afraid to leave her an aisle away in the grocery store. I'm not scared to leave a couple of aisles because it's clear to me that she has listened to what I have always taught her. She's almost eighteen. College is around the corner! When she's away from me, I tell her to listen to what her gut tells her. I told her her heart is her gut. If the feelings she feels are not good for someone, walk away. Or keep her distance. If she can't "read" them, be cautious. If she gets a good feeling, still be cautious but cautiously optimistic and watchful. If it's clear cut danger, like the time we were over a friends home having Thanksgiving Dinner and a man walked in and immediately the hairs on the back of my neck rose. As quickly as I felt those feelings, apparently so did Aja. She came quickly to me (this was around age twelve) and said to me, mom, I felt as if that man was going to eat me (meaning hurt her - back then her speech was much more animated, she spoke to me many times in terms of how animals would if they could speak to their children). It's clear that the things that she is being taught is paying off and it was then, too. I am grateful to life lessons teaching me the things I've learned. Hard earned but not unrewarded. Being a single parent, being alone a lot has taught me to be self reliant and not always being able to pick up the phone and call a friend. So, I call upon my higher power. It has paid off in more ways than one. Always listen to that still place in your heart, it doesn't matter what you're doing. So, I hope this helps you. I know this helped me. My head is now not in the clouds. My dreams are, though. I will always be a dreamer. A thinker. A creator. I'm made in the likeness of all that surrounds me. I'm like you and you are like me. We are human and are capable to so much. And so by my daughter forgiving her bully, I am not directed to say that bullying can only be fully cured by love. It's how you forgive yourself for being angry at the bully and the bully being angry at you! The earlier you do this, the earlier the bully can possibly go on and be a cooperative member of society. I wonder how long that Aja's bully felt shameful. Guilty. That time could have been saved had perhaps me or someone else come along earlier and said, hey, are you okay? I recall that I did try that once (I asked the father could I speak to his daughter and he did give me permission, however, when I said that in a meeting, he siad he didn't give me that permission). I grew up with the father of the daughter that bullied my Aja Face). Anyway, that's over now. We are on our way to being healed and I have my answer on how to to move forward in my journey to keep my promises. And by the way, now I know what tweet4autism.com and tweet4autism's message will be. It will begin with trying to educate others on the power of forgiveness. This message will be my platform when it comes to this particular cause. I know my direction now. Yes, perhaps you can teach your bully about love. Before it gets to far, talk to your parents (if your are someone younger reading this) but parents and caregivers, try to forgive your child's bully. And the parent and others who are against against you (in my case, they really were). Ask them to see about helping the person that is doing the bullying. Seek out ally's to intevene who this child is doing this to in order to be able to intervene sooner. Be observant, but still. If you are person being bullied, you have to reach out to someone to help you. I know it's scary. But be strong and the Universe will help you do the rest. You can't do anything alone, really. Well, anything that that hs to do with a bully. You need help. We as a community needs to help the bully so we can help to hydrate their souls to become and be who they wish to be and not be hampered by evilness and having poor self-esteem because they feel if they don't go along with the other bullies, they will be bullied. One is strong if they can stand against the tide and hold firm without the weight of the water knockign them down. However, you need the power of love and the help of others to make this possible. It could be that the bully is hurting worse than the one he or she is hurting. I want our message to be about loving thy neighbor. Of course, if you see that the bully is beyond help, that's a different story (like the one who tried to assault my daughter by smothering her in the second grade). But, if there is one you see that can be helped, perhaps it's up to the parents and their children to surround that bully with love (as well as the teachers and other people that are supposed to help "love the hate" out of the bully. That's our message. That's Ginaration's message. It always has been and now, it's morphed itself to my daughter. Do you think it's possible that it will morph to others as well? I'm counting on it. And remember, the bully could be the parents. Where do you think the bully could be learning their behaviour? It could just be possible it's the from their home. It's quite possible because the parents bullied me of the child who bullied Aja. Sad but true. The major lesson in all of this is that like I said, I learned even more so to remember to be still and remember that love is my guide, always. I want my message to be clear, I also want others to know how I arrived there. Now I know that my message will be to forgive to live. It's in the forgiving of others, that we let go and learn to live. We let go of the anger, the fear, of everything that holds us back from realizing our dreams. one of my dreams is to change the world of autism, for others to begin to see them for the true beautiful beings that they are. The wonderful gifts they have to give, just like everyone else. We live in this world with a big, beautiful planet and there's room in it for lots of people! There's enough room for many people to live on this planet with us, together, in peace. If we want to call them different, we should look at ourselves. We all have differences, it doesn't mean that we can't give to society. You know, the bully and the autistic can kind of be the same. People look at them as being a certain way, both of them. But if you uncover what is really lurking underneath, you just may uncover that the person needs love just like we all do. And by giving that back to them, it may just change their world. That is what tweet4autism is all about. We want to get the message out to forgive the bully. Look at the autistic with eyes of love. You may be surprised what you may see. I personally, have seen so much love in one child, that things will never be the same (for the better). If she's different, so what. It's okay. She gives me more love than anyone else ever has and it's unconditional. You'd be blessed to uncover the same in another person. Perhaps you'd find that in a bully. Also, the parent of the bully should start to really listen and begin to listen to their child. I think they need an extra dose or doses of love. A person who loves you regardless of the bad or good is just what they may need. So come on in my life as it's never without some drama. Learn with me, grow with me, trust in me. Keep reading and you will see me. And how I want to fulfill a lifetime's worth of dreams that I thought we long forgotten. SponsoredTweets referral badge

TWEET4AUTISM and MY DAUGHTER

FORTHCOMING

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Arisen In Love To Give Love - A Poem To Inspire All Those Who Love

I awoke this morning to the overwhelming breathtaking peek of  the sun             creeping over the mountains outside my bedroom window; I was fulfilled and found such peace in knowing that the sun with all of it's energy woke me with every so kindly, like the kiss that I place on my child's forehead and I was blessed by God to arise another day to use His energy for the day to bless another in some way...when the moon sets and washes away the day with it's shimmering glow, as if to prepare us for another one to give our love and time to others, remember to love, simply, and by God's grace we hope for another....










Tuesday, April 13, 2010

MY TREAT FOR THOSE WHO VISITED HASHTAG #CELEBRITYAPPRENTICE4AUTISM

HERE'S SOME THINGS I CAME ACROSS ALONG THE WAY TO HELP YOUR BUSINESS.  YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY HELPED ME PUT IT ALL TOGETHER.  IT'S STILL GETTING TOGETHER AS I FIND MY WAY OF FIGURING OUT HOW TO HELP FAMILIES AFFECTED BY AUTISM, FINDING A CURE, RAISING AWARENESS AND HELP TO PUT AN END TO BULLYING WITH POSITIVE CHANGE, LIKE SENDING LETTERS TO OUR LEGISLATURE, ETC.

I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND BUT, I HAVE A DREAM TO USE SOME OF THE MONEY THAT I MAKE AT DOING AFFILLIATE MARKETING WHILE I'M FIGURING OUT HOW TO GET ALL MY IDEAS TOGETHER REGARDING AUTISM.  MAN, I HAVE SO MANY THAT I CAN'T KEEP TRACK OF THEM ALL.  I WAKE IN THE THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITH THEM ALL.  MICHAEL JACKSON USED TO DO THIS, HE'D WAKE UP WITH A THOUGHT AND HAVE TO WRITE IT DOWN AND/OR WORK ON IT AS SOON AS IT CAME TO HIM OR ELSE OTHERS THAT THINK ALONG THE SAME LINES OR WHO ARE ON THE SAME WAVE LENGTH, SO TO SPEAK CAN "STEAL" YOUR IDEA.  THERE'S A SPIRITUAL CONNECTION BETWEEN US ALL. ANYWAY, WHILE I'M GETTING THAT ALL TOGETHER, I'LL PUT SOME THINGS UP THAT CAN HELP YOU MAKE A LITTLE MONEY.  IF YOU NEED MY HELP, DON'T HESITATE TO CONTACT ME AT MY E-MAIL GINARATION @YMAIL.COM.  I'LL DO MY BEST TO SHOW YOU HOW I'M DOING WITH AFFILIATE MARKETING. IT'S NOT A GET RICH QUICK THING, HOWEVER, YOU CAN MAKE MONEY AT DOING WHAT I DO.






Sunday, April 11, 2010

#HASHTAGS: POPPING POPCORN FOR AUTISM, A MOM'S CORNY IDEA (READ AND GET A TREAT FREE)



Everyone loves surprises, especially women and girls. Come on ladies, you know it's true, because you know what, at heart, we're all just that, girls. Well, imagine my surprise when what I thought was just a simple, corny idea that wouldn't amount to much, turned out to be much more than that...


One day, a few weeks back, I was minding to my chores, a mundane sort of day, and I decided to check my Twitter account. Again. I don't have any idea what I was checking for as I was confused and didn't quite know what I was doing or wanted to do.  I just knew I wanted to help the people on this beautiful planet in some way. My daughter, Aja, has a book that she's been writing (it's actually finished now), and it is something that is quite amazing.  She, at sixteen years old, with Asperger's and all, has finished a book, characters,theme and all. It's sheer genius and I wanted to somehow get her book out into the world, however, I'm still plagued by how to get it published.  I figured that we'd self-publish it,but for now, I have to lock down the copyrights and other paperwork.  In the meanwhile,  I knew that I still wanted to attack this Twitter dilema, I have subsequently found out, it's what you call developing a brand.  I didn't want it to be so cut and dry, but for now, it had to be one thing and then I could sort of do different things around the brand because I can't do just one thing; I never could. However, on this, I knew I had to in some way. I knew it had to be something I could call my own, not something that my baby girl (yes, she's sixteen and I still call her that, no matter her age) did.  Perhaps we'll incorporate it later however, I have already secured her domain name for her website. 


Anyway, the idea of "getting folks together and raising awareness about Autism" came after I asked my daughter one night did she want to make some popcorn and we'd make a night of it; well, we did and then the idea kind of popped in my head.  After spending a few minutes returning to the computer, I'd noticed that Nancy O'dell from Access Hollywood was following me after I'd put this idea up, just a little blurb, I'm tweeting for Autism, come join me and we'll make a party night of it by eating popcorn and tweeting about Autism.  It was a really corny idea.  `I couldn't believe it.  And all she'd asked me was to follow Holly Robinson Peete who is a dear friend who's son, RJ has Autism.  She also asked me to support her on Celebrity Apprentice, which is the show whereby Donald Trump gets celebrities to compete against each other, each of them in teams of men against the women, so that they can win money for the charity that's near and dear to their hearts.  I'd watched it before, but I wasn't an avid fan.  Then, it just hit me, what if I got some people together and said let's all pop popcorn and talk about the show, while supporting Autism  (they could actually support whatever charity they want) but being that Holly's charity is near to my heart being that my daughter has Aspergers/Autism (Aja as it stands now, has a sort of generic name for now, called NOS, meaning she's on the cusp between the two.  We're  in the middle of examinining with another round of testing (yuk!) to ascertain which of the two she has exactly.


So, as I went about putting messages together to let folks know, there were a few people who liked the idea.  One in particular, Ebokosia is her handle, really liked it.  As it turns out, she is familiar with charities and lives in New York. So, since I couldn't very well tweet in Los Angeles, about the show in New York, she gladly said she'd do this for me.  Then another friend on Twitter who had responded to my request to pop popcorn and tweet for Autism (and fsupport Holly) said she was eating kettle corn. It's funny because we both liked kettle corn, then another idea "popped" into my head. Seemed a lot of that "popping" thing was going on. I said, kettle corn is both salty and sweet, like Autism.  And thereby another theme was born, when I describe this malady, I tell people on Twitter now, how it's sort of salt and sweet at the same time, sometimes you have to embrace an issue you don't want to and sometimes you are so happy your heart could just "pop, that's the sweet part, the best part and always overshadows the salty part.
And so it goes that imagine my surprise when others started to tweet and retweet about my hashtag, #celebrityapprentice4autism.  I'm amazed that it's grown and it's still growing with many people who are at least aware of it.  I am seeing names I've never seen before and I'm ecstatic that so many of us are interested in a cure.  You can't imagine my surprise at this phenomenal growth out of such a corny idea (I'd had another idea that between breaks we'd tweet about Autism facts), has led to many more.  The biggest thing is that out of the facts I  have learned that one in approximately one-hundred or so children are affected by Autism.  I was floored and upset because this number is growing.  This has given way to a new theory, that Autism is caused by MAJOR STRESS, I say this because one morning while meditating and praying, I thought, what was the one and only thing I did wrong during my pregnancy?  It was MAJOR STRESS!   I was STRESSED beyond measure. I had a really tumultuous and volatile marriage, worked sometimes 20 hours in one day, had a tough career path I was moving towards in the entertainment industry, and I was sufferring with my own demons (a very rough past that I had not dealt with that would some day catch up with me) and I'd already had my son who had asthma.  At the time, I didn't correlate that he probably got asthma because of my stress.  It is proven that stress directly causes asthma.  This really upset me, so I did some research and have subsequently found that not many studies are out there that prove this, however, there are some that say yes, this is true.  So, since Autism is an emergency situation, that more people are affected by this now than Diabetes, Asthma combined, I am now compelled to do something, NOW! 
So, as all of these "popping" ideas and thoughts keep coming to my head, please come and join me and support Autism by occassionally visiting my blog and also, coming out with us on Sunday nights to support this cause.  Please come out and keep me being surprised by your thinking about others and actually I will not call it surprised, I call it delighted by your presence, yes, let's keep each other this way.  There's a reason behind it, so we both can delight in each other and each others ideas.  I look forward to you being there. 


Thank you and God bless.

P.S. And here's the free treat that I promised you, that can absolutely help you to manage your Twitter accounts, Facebook Accounts and Pages, blogs, all of it!  It's absolutely amazing and for me, since I've now figured out how and what I'm going to do, although ask me if I'm focused, I'll tell you later :)!  Social Oomph will greatly help you to manage it all, it has helped me and along the way, I'll introduce you to "free" things that I find along the way that I trust and know that work.  I want to build a trusting relationship with you.  Also, if you leave your e-mail, address and infomation, I will send you a free autsim facts that I've compiled.  I only ask one dollar to help me with the postal costs. Whatever is left over will go towards running this site and to help my daughter and I to get her book published.  I don't have $30,000 to get is published, although I completely know the book is worth it. The book is an animated book about dogs, families loyalty and loving each other.  It is truly amazing and children as well as adults will love it.

Thank you for supporting this site.  To all a good and prosperous day. Remember your day has just begun, don't let it go by without letting people know you care about them.  You are here so far today, that's all that's promised.  Youare nt' promised the next minute or even second of your life.  Enjoy and love each and every one, every minute, every person at a time.

Thanks and God bless you!


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Wednesday, April 07, 2010

HEART BEAT YOUR MIGHTY BEAT

HEART BEAT YOUR MIGHTY BEATShare.. Saturday, August 1, 2009 at 12:41am



Heart continues to beat its mighty beat

Battered yet unbroken, yes it still speaks

Springing back to life untattered

Faltered many times beats still not gathered

Heart that beats still amazes

Its strength abounds, unfaded



Heart beat your mighty beat

Although God only knows how it makes the feat

Betrayed, abandoned, lonely, angry

Heart beats again because it wants to be free



Mighty it continues on through myriads of daily torn

Beaten but not bloodied it takes on more

It beats to stay in tune with so many dreams

Dreams, so many dreams yet to be born

Mighty beats so those dreams adorn

And please the faces of those forlorn



Heart beat your mighty beat

Although God only knows how it makes the feat

Everyday, betrayed, abandoned, lonely, angry

Heat beats again because it wants to be free

Heart beats again because it wants to see

Many, many other hearts be set free



written by Gina Ann Huckaby, August 1, 2009

Arisen In Love To Give Love - A Poem For Your Day

Sometimes, I'll place a poem on the site that I have written.  They are for you to gain inspiration and  completely from my heart.  They are here for the days that you think you just can''t do it, that you are tired and defeated to be used to lift your spirits up towards the sky. To help you remember to look up, not down. I hope they help you as much as they help me. 


God bless you and may his Universe be kind to you as you go about your days on this earth.  Keep a positive mind always, no matter what happens and do not fall into the pitfalls that the evil one would like to see you in. Stay in the light of love....God loves you and whether you realize it or not, others that you would never even think of, do too.  This may sound strange but, young, old, teenagers and anywhere in between, I love you and it doesn't matter if I don't know you.  It's about spreading the words my brother who died of HIV/AIDS on September 9, 2000 and complications arising from it. I love you, he'd say. Any day, out of the blue..funny, I had no clue then how powerful those words would play in my life today.  At the time when he'd call me at any time of the day, I just would say it back, like a robot.  I meant it, but it didn't have the feeling behind it that I realized that he had when he said it.   Now, I know. So, I love you. That's what I wanted to say.


This particular poem I am posting today, Heart Beat Your Might Beat, is for the all people affected by Autism or any other "doability" (I'll go into why I call it that at another time. For now, I am hoping that this poem will be used as the "trademark" poem, so to speak for Autism.  It is my wish that you see the strength in it, the strength that you use to deal with it as a parent or a caregiver, the strength and love that you give when you need to hang on.  I hope it helps you.

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